Friday, June 25, 2010

being sick with a cold in the heat of summer is not fun

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

really wishing i had a functioning tv right now

Monday, June 21, 2010

murmurs of sunlit pale

Sunday, June 20, 2010

sadness for what i will not feel, cannot feel
the loveliness in everything makes me cry
and yet even when overwhelmed with the loveliness of things, i can't help feeling sad. as though it's all leading up to some impending nothingness. of which i am afraid and yet not afraid enough.
warm sunshine is lovely
i want splendor and magnificence. i feel as though i'm living out the middle of some tragic novel.